Mamma's Heart

I was writing a story for anthology called Mama's Heart when my mother was told she had to have a by-pass. I was astounded, to say the least. She and I both cried. The last memories of a by-pass we both had was when my father had one. He died about 9 months later. He was blue and puffy, and contracted pancreatic cancer just 6 months later. 

What you expect and what you receive are so often completely different. The information I was expecting from the doctor was supposed to be a Stent, or not a stent. When the doctor told me that he had discovered an 80% blockage in 2 main arteries, I was shocked. My mother is a very vibrant and young-looking woman. I just didn't "expect" that. 

But that is my point. Release from expectations, my friends, and you will be way better off.

Today, I release from expectations. I release and let go of all things that keep me from fully experiencing the present and manifesting the best I can be.

I let go of the past and memories of the past. Today is today. Today is not yesterday.

Today carries with it the plentitude of newness and freshness to blossom into something you may have never expected, yes. But this newness may be something wonderful too. 

Keep your heart open. 

After Monday, Mamma's heart will be 80% more open. 
Smile!

Posted by Your Gay Friend's Guide Blog at 11/19/2010 12:34 PM
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